Well i was on IM with my best friend.....and she had had a bad day at school... and she told me about it! She was confusing me....she was practicaly roleplaying with herself....I tried to keep up....it wasn't easy!!! And I wanted to tell my journal sooner but I couldn't find the link to the journal sight!!!!! I forget things easliy.....anyways.... she told me all that and after she logged off..... she didn't even say good bye....my eyes filled with tears and I sat there typing....still tyoing to see if she was there but I was typing to no-one but myself (which I do alot) and so I sat at the computer singing a song I didn't know and I couldn't stop playing spider solitare....it was weird....i was mad and sad and depressed....I don't get to see her anymore and she looger off....... but now I under stand a bit..... it's... welll lots of things have changed since I've left school........ I miss her very much and I hope you do feel better....Blossom.....